I feel so devastated and I feel so out of place
so to cover up all these things I've done, I wear this mask upon my face. Like it's Halloween every single day.
It's so god damned depressing being a has been at my age. So I eat and drink all this time away. Can't you tell I'm gaining weight? Like it's Thanksgiving every day (but I've got noone but myself to blame)
Now I wake up on the floor. I drink to forget, then drink some more because this apathy is fucking killing me. I can barely sleep I can barely breathe. It's Saint Patrick's Day every single day. Happy Fucking Holidays.
released August 19, 2011
Chris Rice- Vocals
Jared Mann- Everything Else
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